At the beginning of our conversation I expressed that I was feeling
miserable. I was sick with bronchitis, having the chills and a fever. My
lip was throbbing from an abscess, a huge, hot and rock hard lump rubbing
against my teeth when I talked or smiled, making it impossible to eat and
pulling my face tight. Imagine how painful it was to cough, both in my
chest and my lip. I was in agony and feeling very sorry for myself.
We were talking about Christians being demon-oppressed opposed to being
demon-possessed. We discussed how sickness came from sin, and was caused by
demons. We looked at the main cause of sickness in people’s lives, which is
stress. I have been experiencing poor health lately, and was sick of
feeling sick. I had had tonsillitis without having tonsils, never thought
that was possible. I had an abscess in a spit gland in my inner lip. Never
even heard of that before. It was clear to me that these were attacks from
the enemy, these weren’t illnesses that I was supposed to be having, but
somehow I had allowed them into my body. So when we talked of stress being
the leading cause of sickness, I realized how stressed I had been the last
few weeks. I realized that I had allowed the enemy to steal my peace and
cause me to stress about losing control over things that were going on in my
life at the time. We processed out that I had not resisted the devil’s
attempts to steal my peace, but played right into his hand by allowing
myself to become anxious about the situation. I should have submitted my
stressful thoughts to God. I didn’t resist the devil and change my thought
processes. By not doing this I had opened myself up to attack from the
enemy. I had lost my peace in the Lord. This was an eye opener to me, as I
hadn’t even realized that this was happening. We prayed together, and I
repented for allowing negative thoughts to rule my life, not submitting to
God. I gave it all to Jesus in my heart. Knowing now what had gone wrong I
repented to the Holy Spirit for not listening for his voice, for trying to
handle things on my own, for wanting to keep control. We asked for
forgiveness and healing.
I felt an immediate change. Through our conversation I had begun to relax
and unwind, coughing less often. But as soon as we finished praying the
hot, throbbing pain in my lip subsided and the bulge was gone! There was
just a little soft lump left where the abscess had been minutes before. I
no longer had the chills, the fever had left and my aching head felt light
and refreshed. My tongue kept returning to where the abscess had been, not
being able to believe that it wasn’t there any more. I was in awe, and
still am! And so very grateful. It’s still unreal to me how God had taught
me a lesson in trust and surrendering control of my life to Him, changing my
thought life and standing up against the enemy’s tactics, and had healed me
in the wink of an eye. I went to work today full of vitality, with a broad,
pain free smile. I wasn’t sick at all, I wasn’t coughing any longer and
there was no sign of the abscess. All without having to take any of the
medicine the doctor had given me. One of my colleagues commented: “You’re
looking different. have you lost some weight?” And I just laughed as I
thought of the burden that I had carried on my shoulders. “Yes”, I said.
“I have.” This person lives in South Africa and this whole thing took place over skype from my home in Washington State.